2013

Know it’s a bit late for a resolutions, but if I don’t jot it down somewhere open I’ll just pull another 2012 forgetting it halfway.

RESOLUTIONS

1. Visit at least 10 countries. So I have this plan for this year’s summer that some might have figured. I think I will do a lot of whirlwind countries wandering in that blue continent. It’s gonna be challenging as I’m going solo and not for the sole purpose of travelling but also researching. Plus, I lately miss the Holy Land so much and there has been a talk for a family visit. I hope it does come true somehow. Anyway, I think this whole going abroad will be some kind of highlight in 2013. I hope it’s for a great great cause. Amin.
2. Be more religious, and this time, ritualious (lol does such word even exist). I admit that I’m downright low in sunnah do(s). So along with pimping up my wajib ones, this will make a checkpoint. It’s unfair to expect Him to be persistent in granting the thing we love yet we’re not persistent in doing the things He loves, right?
3. Ace clerkship. I get it that my preclinical studies results are very subtle. But you know yesterday’s over and we do have this kind of resolution every year. I envision a bright clerkship year and a full comprehension for the next stage of my band-aid adventure.
4. Find the right guy, like, seriously now. Everyone gets tired of fooling around. As a September-born, I demand settlement. This year’s I’ll be 20 and soon I will be graduating. I think it’s almost the time now… LOL NO-actually it’s a family request. I’d just stop fooling around that’s the point.
5. Get a part-time job. My dreams are big and making them true needs a lot of kaching! It doesn’t hurt to find a break from the smell of Softaman to the air of Surabaya and earn some bits of dough after that. I might just do some light works though, probably exploiting what I already got so that it doesn’t add to my stress.
6. Write, and write a lot. I find joy in writing. And I think rather than playing the Sims or DVD marathon-ing it’s actually a better thing to do for killing time as you actually produce something. It makes sense that actually the actualization form of reading, watching, or basically absorbing anything, is absolutely telling it. And the best way to tell about things? Writing. It’s less noisy and needs no unprovidable drawing tinges that would be very helpful for me.
7. Retire from any working organizations and start finding ONE interest club. I faced, and was a part of, the rise and the falls of some works in organizations. I figured that I hadn’t been eligible enough to level up other’s livings and it’s one big life lesson that a club sandwich is sometimes too thick to swallow. I’m thinking of being more selfish and level up myself to find a sanctuary where I could use the most of my pseudo-intelligence (yes, I possess that). So… anyone has a link to a history/art/literature/movies/culture/world movement club in town?
8. Look pretty. This includes living healthy, drinking enough water a day, combating against coffee (but not tea-I can’t I just can’t), exercising, getting nice outfits that are classy, edgy, and sweet in the right amounts, and watching makeup tutorials in youtube… only for attending wedding parties!
9. Stop harming muh luvlybabezzz L 1776 EA xoxo gurlzz. I know I’ve been hard on her. So it says basically what it says. I’ll stop crashing into things and try to tend it as much as I can.
10. Make a research paper. Because LOL IT’S AN ASSIGNMENT?!?!?!!!

WISHLISTS

1. US$ 30.000. That is, to buy an own housing. Subsidized apartment will do!
2. An updated iPad. I don’t own an iPad, and I think I need it when on the go.
3. Hardcase suitbags. Which is a lot, ‘me’.
4. Schengen’s visa.
5. Clerkship books. I haven’t even listed any of them! Help me maybe?