Hey people. Remember that I once fell in love with a guy on April 20th and started dating with him on April 30th? And remember how crazy in love we were? Well, we broke up on Sept 2nd, 6 days before my birthday, and we had some kind of hook up relationship until September ends.
Anybody knows how I feel?
Devastatingly broken hearted, of course.
But broken hearts are normal, aren't they? And anyway we think that that would be the best. But the real reason is what I can't say cause I'm not sure anymore actually... But to tell you what, I was terribly jealous. Well maybe he's kinda sick of me or bored, I don't know. About moving on... I can't tell either. I might move on, well. I might not either.
But the best thing is, I decided to focus on my studies :)
Even though everytime I recall about him and how we used to be and how he is now, I was truly hurt, and it somehow gets me kinda stressed (this is truly overrating), but Imma be alright :)
And I also remember Ste's advice (I learned this today) that, he's just probably not worth it yet, not now :)
And guess what, I might be just over confidence or so, but now more boys are after me :p
P.s.: I don't go facebook-ing anymore, enjoying twitter instead (even though he and probably his current crush is destroying my mood everytime I get into twitter now)
P.s.s.: I might be posting about a lot of lyrics after this
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